GOBE NA 37

 

*GOBE NA...*

By Khadeeja Candy 

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ABDALLAH POV.

After ya bar gidansu Halimatu ya koma office, sai dai ya kasa natsuwa da abunda Hajiya ta saka shi ya aikata kuma yana ganin be kyautawa Halimatu ba, yanzu dawainiya za tai mata yawa. Haka dai yai aikin da tunaninta a ransa kamar kullum bayan ya tashi office yai sallah masallacin asibitin sannan ya nufi gidan Hajiyarsa. 

  A yau harabar gidan ya tararda ita ta shinfida katuwar tabarma ita da yar aikinta suna ta fira. Kusa da inda suke zaune yai parking sannan ya fito daga cikin motar fuskarsa na nuna alamar akwai damuwa a tare da shi, tun kan ya karaso mai aiki ta miko masa gaisuwa sannan ta tashi ta koma cikin gidan.

“Hajiya sannu da hutawa”

“Yauwa”

Ta amsawa tana kokarin kawarda fuskarta daga damuwarsa, shi kuma ya zauna kusa da ita sosai ya soma mata magana a hankali. 

“Hajiya da dai zaki duba maganar”

“Maganar Halimatu ko? Ko gaisawa ba mu gama yi ba za ka dauko min zancenta”

“Wallahi Hajiya tun daga lokacin da kika shaya mana katanga a tsakani sai na shiga cikin damuwa, ba aurenta zan yi ai Hajiya, bayan soyayya akwai tausayinta a zuciyata wanda shine makasodin karuwar soyayyarta a raina, hanani taimakonta da kika yi sai ya jefani cikin damuwa”

“Indai kana neman albarka ka bi umarnina ka huta”

“Amman Hajiya harda yaranta?”

“Har da su....”

Ta amsa masa da karfi alamar ta fusata sosai. Sai yai kasa da kansa, na wani lokacin kamin ya tashi ya saka takalminsa. 

“Hajiya zanje gida na huta, a tashi lafiya”

Shine last word dinsa da ita sannan ya nufi motarsa ya shiga, a maimakon ya nufi gidan kamar yadda ya fada sai ya juyarda motarsa zuwa gidan iyayen Halimatu, hakuri yake son ya bata akan abunda ya faru dazun, if ba zai iya taimakonta a yanzu then ba shi da yancin fada mata bakar ji yake kamar yai mata wani aibi, daya bayan daya yake ta tunanin maganganun da yai da ita dazun a lokacin da yaje kai mata takardar transfer dinsu Namra, even if be fada mata bakar magana ya kamata yai mata wata maganar da hankalinta zai kwanta ba wai ya barta a cikin duhu ba za tai ta zarge zarge akansa hakan kuma ba karamin jefata zai yi magana damuwa ba. 

  Yana isa ya fita daga motar cike da gwarin guiwa ya nufi cikin gidan, sai da gaisa da kanenta sannan ya nufi dakin Mama.

“Mama bata nan Halimatu ma bata nan sun tafi asibiti”

Ya juyo yana kallon Ramla wacce ke masa maganar. 

“Waye ba lafiya?”

“Amal ce aka ce ta samu accident on their way back to school”

“Subhanallahi suna wace asibitin?”

“Royal”

Da sauri ya fice daga gidan be ko tsaya gaisawa da Inna ba, hankalinsa ya tashi sosai a take tausayin Halimatu ya kara kamashi. 

“Oh Allah.... ”

Ya furta yana hannunsa na hagu saman kai. Tunanin halin da Halimatu take ciki yake gashi ba shi da halin taimaka mata a yanzu. Ya busar da iskar bakinsa yana girgiza kai. 

  Sai ya shiga cikin asibitin sannan ya ciro wayarsa ya kira Halimatu domin sanin a inda suke, a maimakon ya ji muryar Halimatu sai muryar Aisha ta daki dodon kunnensa, itace ta kwantanta masa inda suke ya karasa gurin da kuzarinsa, sai dai yana bude kofar dakin ya shiga idonsa sukai arba da Aminu sai wani rashin jindadi da walwala ya mamaye masa zuciya. Da Mama kawai ya gaisa sai Aisha da ta miko masa da gaisu, ko da wasa be kalli inda Aminu yake ba balle mahaifiyar Aminu da ke binsa da kallo.

“Mama garin haka ya faru?” 

“Wallahi suna kokarin tsallaka titi ne wani mai achaba ya kade ta”

“Subhanallahi”

Ya karasa kusa da Amal yana dubata, sai Aiman ya zo ya kama hannunsa yana kiran Uncle. Dan murmushi kadan Abdallah yai masa domin yau babu walwala da far'a a tare da shi, hannu ya kai zai shafa kansa sai Aminu ya kai nasa hannun ya fisgo Aiman yana jin wani irin kishi da kiyayyar Abdallah na taso masa. Da gangan Abdallah yai masa wani shegen kallo na uku saura kwata, kamar zai yi masa dariyar abunda yai sai kuma ya dauke kai ya kalli Mama. 

“Allah ya saukewa Mama, ya kamata a saka ido sosai akan yaran nan, a samu wanda zai rika kaisu ya dauko su zai fi....”

“Ba sai ka fada mana ba, can baya da ake kula da su kai kake kula da su ne? Ba yara ba ne mu da zaka fada mana abunda za mu yi”

Aminu ya fada cikin fusata da daga murya. Ko da wasa Abdallah be kalli inda yake ba sai yai kamar be ji abunda yake fada ba, har sai da ya duba agogon hannunsa sannan yai masa wani kallon wulakanci, cikin wata irin isa da jin kai ya zuba hannayensa aljihu yana fadin. 

“Magana kake Malam Aminu... Ai ban lura da kai bane Aminu... Ashe kana gurin...” 

Maganar Abdallah bata karawa Aminu komai ba sai fusata da kawo zuci kusa har launin idonsa ya canja. 

“Ya za ayi ka lura da ni ka shigo hankalinka sama”

Dariya Abdallah yai kamar ba komai sai kuma ya juya ya kalli Hajiya. 

“Ikon Allah ashe har da mahaifiyarka ma, Na shigo hankalina yana gurin Amal ne, ka san ni Allah ya saka min son yaya musamnan na Halimatu, to sannu Hajiya”

Ya karasa yana da risinawa kamar da gatse, sannan ya kalli Mama still with murmushi a fuskarsa ya ce. 

“Mama zan fita sai na sake dawowo”

Har Aminu ya bude baki ya sake fadar wani abun sai Hajiya tai masa hani da ido, hakan yasa shi hade maganar tare da bacin ransa. Abdallah ya nufi kofar fita yana kallon Aminu fuskarsa da murmushi mugunta. 

HALIMATU POV. 

Har na yi nisa sai kuma ya juyo na dawo gurin da yake da sauri, ban same shi a gurin ba hakan yasa na daga kaina na fara waige waige a gurin, kamar yasan shi nake nema sai ya dago min hannu daga can inda yake tsaye jikin wata kotuwar mota mai ruwan toka, kamar kar na karasa a inda yake, sai dai kuma akwai tarin tambayoyin da shi kadai zai amsa min ba, akwai abubuwan da nake son a banbance min, ina son ko wane launi da zanen kaddarata ya fito min a kalarsa, fari yai fari fes bakin yai baki wulik ta yadda zai fuskanci alkibila ta, ina son sanin wanene shi, a yau ina son nai ninkaya a duniyar tarihinsa, ina son na bazama a duniyar mafarkinsa a kaina na wanzu da burinsa da dalilin bibiyata da yake. 

“For the last time waye kai?”

Ita ce tambayar da na fara aika masa tun kamim na isa daf da shi, ina ta yawo da idanuwa a fuskarsa. 

“Kina da bukatar hutu, ya kamata ki huta daga baya sai mu yi maganar”

“Hutu? Hutu a duniyar macen da ta zo bauta? Hutu a rayuwar matar da manta da jindadi a rayuwarta? Fada min waye kai...!”

Na fada da iyakar karfina har sai da ya soma tsorata ta yanayi na.

“Sunana Abraham zauna a ciki sai mu yi magana”

Ya fada yana bude min motarsa.

“Sunanka baya min dadi ka daina maimaita min abunda na riga na haddace, kasan me nake nufi ka bani amsa kawai”

“Idan na baki amsa ba zaki guje ni ba? Idan na fada miki waye ni ba zaki kyamace ni ba? Ki min alkawari cewar fada miki waye ni ba zai kawo kiyayya a tsakaninmu ba”

Kallon mamaki nake masa. 

“No wait.... Why all this?”

“Saboda na taba cutar da ke.... ”

Har lokacin da yake maganar ban kawo komai a raina har sai da ya fadi kalmarsa ta karshe, zuciyarta ta fara raya min wani abun da ban taba mafarkin faruwarsa, lalabe na fara yi a duniyar tunani na, sautin wacan muryar nake hada da wannan, ina ta kokarin siffanta surar wacan da wannan, farat daya na nemi duniyar tunanin nawa na rasa, abubuwan da nake kokarin hadawa duk suka watse, sai na ji kan nawa kamar babu komai a ciki. Tafiya nai bayabaya kamar zan fadi sai yai saurin kai hannunsa zai kamani.

“Dan.... Allah... Kar.. Ka... Taba... Ni... ”

Na fada a wahale, wasu zafafan hawaye na sauko min, kamar yadda shi ma idanuwansa suka fara fitar da hawayen. 

“I can't hide it anymore yanzu, ba zan iya cewa ba da gangan na aikata ba, i rape you amman ban tsammanci zan dawo gareki ba, and on that very night da kika fada min kin samu cikina ban iya bachi ba a ranar saboda tunani da farinciki jin haka, daga lokacin na samu kaina da kaunar ki da kuma son rayuwa da ke, because my only hope and pray is na samu haihu kamin na mutu, na san zan iya mutu at any moment, but i want to make my parents proud, and ina son ko na mutu na bar carbon copy na....” 

Ya karasa muryarsa a dakishe saboda kuka. Risinawa nai gabansa na hade hannayena kamar neman gafara.

“Why do you rape me? Mi mai maka?”

Sai shi ma ya risino saitin fuskata yana share hawayensa.

“I don't know why, na san dai mijinki na je nema a wannan daren.... ”

Be gama maganar ba na mike tsaye na juyo tafiya na fara yi kamar mai ciwon kafafuwa, ko wace dagawa da takawa tana min nauyi, ga nauyin zuciya da ya danne min kirji har yana neman numfashina, ina tafe wasu hawaye masu zafi suna sauko min yawun bakin gaba daya ya canja gumi na ta karyo min har kasan marata murdawa yake, ina ta girgiza kai alamar a'a a'a ban daina ba har sai da na hango Abdallah ya fito daga cikin emergency sanye da shadda hannayensa duka biyu zube a aljihu... Tsayawa nai cak ina kallonsa, a yau ji nai kamar an halittoni ne kawai domin kallonsa, kaunarsa da tausayin kazafin da nai masa wanda har ya kai ni ga furta masa. Babu kamar kai Abdallah Wallahi babu irinka, mutumen da ya kasa nuna min kyama balle yayana, mutumen da ke bani taimako da kowace hanya, mutumen da idan nai gudu naje gunsa da bukatuna da damuwata zai tara hannayensa biyu ya karbe ni, na yi kuskure tabbas na aikata kuskure na barin mutune da ya dace da zama abokin rayuwata....

“Kullum cikin kuka kike please smile....”

Maganarsa ce ta dawo da ni daga duniyar tunanin da nake, ashe ya karaso kusa da ni ya ban sani ba, fuskarsa da murmushi yana min alama da nai murmushi da yatsan hannunsa biyu kamar yadda murmushin yake a fuskarsa. 

Ban tana jin kaunarsa Abdallah sai yau ban taba jin kimar Abdallah ba sai yau ba, ban taba jinjina abunda yake min ba sai yau. Murmushin nai ina hawaye. 

“That's my girl....”

Ya furta sannan ya maida hannun aljihu yai gaba abunsa, kamshin turarensa ya daki hancina har sai da ma lumshe idanuwana....

  Na samu dakika biyar a haka kamin na juya ina kallon tafiyarsa cike da kaunarsa, wata kila jikinsa ne ya bashi cewa ina kallonsa sai ya juyo ya kalleni tare da aiko min da kyakkyawan murmushin wanda ya sanyaya min zuciya ji nai kamar na ruga na rumgume shi na fada masa cewar yau Ni Halimatu ina kaunarsa..... 

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Ana wata ga wata, ina masu team Abraham ashe abun na ku.....🤐😥

 Team Abdallah

Team Gwarzo 

Za mu ga team din da yafi yawa 💃💃